I was at a group during a devotional time last
year and the leader read the oft-told bible passage about the disciples in a
boat during a storm. Waves crashed about while Jesus slept through it all. But
this time, when one part of that story was read, I distinctly felt in my heart
that God was talking to me about my own doubts. "Teacher," a disciple cried,
"Don't you care that we are going to drown?" I realized that with an impending financial loss, I had been
holding that same accusation in my own heart. That stung.
In the passage Jesus, in an instance, calms the wind and the waves. Of course He wasn't worried. With the very same ease Jesus can and will come to my rescue as well. His sleeping on the boat actually signaled that 'all is well' even as it looked like 'anything but' to the rest of us.
Thomas was in that same boat with all of the rest of the
disciples when Jesus calmed the waters. He saw and even participated in
the miracles with Him. But when Jesus rose - even seen by his closest
buddies, he didn't believe it until he could see Jesus for himself.
Jesus said to Thomas, (Jn 20:27-9) Stop doubting and
believe...v29 “Because
you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen
and yet have believed.”
You and I speak life or death over ourselves by speaking words of
faith or doubt. Life and death are in the power of the tongue and those
who love it will eat its fruit - Proverbs 18:21 We have the choice to
empower hope in our lives or empower our doubts.
Doubt is to fear as hope is to faith.That means taking Him at His
Word, without the 'buts'. He promises to provide for my every need, but... He said
He would never leave me, but... He says He'll work all things for good,
but...Her testimony about God coming through was great, but...Prayer changes
things, but...
When I doubt God, I make Him a liar. I become fearful
of the outcomes in my life. That fear leads me to try to be self-sustaining and
make things happen. I can surely 'make things happen' and they may even
be good things, but not God things. Resting in hope is
entirely different and with an entirely different result: I can hope because I
have faith in the God on whom my hope depends.
WE ARE TO DO MORE THAN BELIEVE IN JESUS. WE
ARE TO BELIEVE JESUS.
We put our doubts to bed and rest in the
reassurance that we have a God who is quite ready and willing to fulfill the
promises He's made to us and bring goodness out of our calamities (Romans
8:28). It's an act of the will.
It's speaking the truth out loud. It's testifying
to the promises whether or not they have yet manifested. That disembowels
doubt.
Oh Lord, help me to believe and remember that even when it seems
that Jesus is asleep on the boat, at least He's in the same boat I'm in.
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